Rainbow Dragon I am

You Scored as Rainbow Dragon You are a Rainbow Dragon,the most superior of Dragon kind.You can breath all elemental breaths.You are kind and gentle. In any way you are attractive.As it says,you glow whith all of the colors of the rainbow.You prefer to live where ever your soul takes you. Rainbow Dragon 100% Green Dragon 83% Blue Dragon 67% Red Dragon 33% Black Dragon 17% Yellow Dragon 0%

Nightmares

What can one do when Nightmares are destroying the little sleep one try to get.

I wish I knew the answer for this but I do not...
I have been haunted by nightmares for a while now... they have grown in strength and length and sometimes I wonder if I am ever gonna be free from these damnable haunts...

I get maybe 2 or 3 hours sleep per 24 hour cycle and then those damn Nightmares come right back to haunt me.... I really wish to sleep in order to recover strength but they wont let me!

I feel down, cold.. rotten and a bit broken Inside...the worst time of the year is at hand...
The Depression months have started....

For those whom I know might read this I apologize for being this way, I cant help it as everything just seem to be going wrong no matter what I do at the moment.
I know I should not be on-line at all in this mood but going off-line would make things worse as I would be so very alone with nobody really to talk to about how I feel deep inside...

Emotional mess is nothing I can share with my family as they would unfortunately not understand how I feel deep down in my core... sometimes I wonder if anyone can as I can not understand fully how I feel myself ...

I do not know what I wish to do or what I want...

200$ a month I already pay the damn Collection Agencies or what ever you call them in english I have no energey or lust to find out what proper name is... for books with I never orderd and I have stated this MANY times now and Just gettin fed up with everything.

I dare not answer the phone as they started to call daily about their money and it is making me so very depressed... but not like they care...
I paid this bill back in 2006 and now their back for more money since they sold it on to another firm that collect bills from people... and this firm sell it to another who sell it to the first...
I am fucked no matter what I try to do!

Is my life no fucked enough as it is?
This is destroying me slowly but safly and i cant do anything about it...


What am I to do?

If I am online I will depress others with my dark mood and if I am offline I will just feel worse.
I need help and I dont know were or how to get it...

I have a hope and light left ... they know whom they are...
Without their support I would not be here at this time

Confused Emotions

I was watching the movie Wall-E today and I am not sure on how I feel...
It brought forth feelings of happiness and sadness at same time...

It is hard for me to write down on how I feel and even harder to even talk about it...
I dont know exactly why I am even trying to write about this... I know that I cant :S...

Whatever... Ending.

To honor a friend

This is to honor an old friend of mine who has passed away to a better world...
I wrote those poem shortly after I had gotten the news...
I think that I feel ready to share it with the rest of the world now...

This man whom it is dedicated to was my friend since childhood...
We used to have allot of fun walking in the woods talking and exploring...
Until cancer took him away from me... it doused his light at age of 25..
I don't think the pain of his disappearance will ever fully go away...

Your voice has become a whisper, a silent stream floating in the wind.
I honor your memory ... you whom have left us for a better world.
May your soul forever rest... I will always miss you...

Dearly departed, a memory you have become...
We vow to keep you in mind, we shall not forget what you done..
My your soul be put to rest, you whom have left us for a better world.

May your soul is rest in peace, may the light guide you
We still hear your voice, its carried by the wind..
You who walk amongst the spirits, may the Ancients Guide you.
May your soul forever rest... We will miss and remember you.

Wash away the memories of flesh and walk with the light
You whom have passed away, I hope you finally find the rest you deserve.

May your soul is rest in peace, may the light guide you
Forever the wind shall keep your voice and your memory..
You who walk amongst the spirits, may the Ancients Guide you.
May your soul forever rest in peace for we whom remember you miss you dearly.

Sleepy Day

Sleepy!

That's how I feel today I don't know why but I am just exhausted
End of the day is far away but I am sleepy NOW not later :S
There is allot of things that I wish I had the energy to do but I seemingly never have.

*sighs* I just I had more energy to do things...

My Sweetheart

The Love of my Life

I just wish to introduce one of the sweetest, cutest and most adorable girls ever

Seraphine Snook!

Guess what? She is not only beautiful but intelligent too!
If I were to find a single flaw in her I would have to search forever as I could not find any.
She may call me silly and blind but if thats what I need to be to love her I don't want to be anything else for I love her more then infinity!!! more then the sun itself!

If love could build bridges I would have been at your door already lover ;)
Every second without you feel like days and every minute feels like a year...
You are my the reason I start over new, I wish there was enough words to describe how I truly feel about you my love but no language has enough words to explain what my heart say...

All I can say that you make me feel whole again, you make me feel brand new!
You give my heart a warm feeling every time I think of you.
I miss you so much every time you are away and not a minute pass without me thinking about you, what you are doing and how you are doing....

My Sun, my Moon... my Empress and my Beloved Angel, I love you.

- Myravon Lamont

Werewolf am I?

Which Monster Of Nightmares Are You Your Result: Werewolf   Out of your little group, your probably the most mysterious. You may act normal by day exept the fact of licking your own wounds/cuts, and being hungry at certain periods of the day constantly, but when that full moon rises, it will drive you in a more wilder mood.
Griffin
Ant Man
Death Worm
Which Monster Of Nightmares Are You Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What Sort of Nerd...

I found this fun Quiz on a friends blog and decided to take it myself..
The answer is fun and kinda of what I am...

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works. It's okay. I understand.
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Anime Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Social Nerd
Musician
Science/Math Nerd
Drama Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

The Way People Drive....

This is a subject that has been on my mind for some while now...
So I guess I will bloga bit about it to get it off my bloody mind...

The Way People Drive

I am sure you all have noticed that people these days drive faster and faster even on the smallest of roads, they are driving like the devil itself was after them or if they die faster if they drive a few miles an hour slower....

I will take an example from my hometown here in Sweden...
People here drive faster and faster to get where they need to be in order to maybe save 12 minutes a day and at most 20 min a day... but at the risk of hitting someone cause they do not stop for anything before they are were they want to be...

What worry me most is that when they are speeding on the smaller roads is that some kid is gonna play his/her ball out on the road and run out to get it, with the cars high speed they have no chance in hell to stop in time.... so they will hit his lil child just in their persuit of time...

Another thing I noticed these days is that they are driving like they were on some racetrack at times and others seem to drive like drunk when they are sober!

Can not people slow down these days? Must there be a death accident before they learn?
I wish at times there was an automated system that drove all cars, adapted each car to a proper speed while obeying the speed limits on small town roads....

Please good people.... You save a few minutes but risk valuable lives so please SLOW DOWN!

If you are late to work then BE late or start driving EARLIER!
What do you gain if someone die due to YOUR need for speed?
Must someone DIE because you want to save 2 minutes?

Not only cars but also bus, tractor and trucks need to slow the hell down...
You do not save the world by driving faster!!!

Clanless Vampire

You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

About me

Well I guess it is time I wrote a little about myself

I am Myravon Lamont from Second Life..
I am a super class lurker as I usualy read blogs and stuff but never post..
Not your average day simple man, I am more complex then most will ever understand.
I enjoy artist stuff... and I hate writing about myself...

I took this test just because I had not much else to do...
If it fits me or not... I dont know

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

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Birthday...

and so I have survived another year... grown a bit wiser I suppose...
so a happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... ah what ever...

Life is a bunch of seamonkeys bashing heads together...
Stop the world, I want to get off!

Art - My head bloody hurts.

I was watching what some call art today...
Lots of colors and lots of spinning stuff... god my head bloody hurts.
Some day I need to start the V-logging as I hate typing...

but then... why would I need a blog for then?